It takes me an hour and a half to ride my bike to school through the vastness of nature. I always thought, "I wish my heart was as bare as this landscape." In a family without a father, my mother took care of my frail sister all the time. Without realizing it, I lost the ability to be selfish. So I had the desire to "take away my virginity". Perhaps pleasure is a rite of passage for me. This is the true face of Ning Terakawa, an 18-year-old girl.